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[Mar. 30th, 2005|04:32 pm] |
I have been updating wayy too often but apparently such much happens in such a short amount of time!
Well let's see. Shall I start with relationships or just in generel? Lets start out with... Generel.
Well like 10 mins before the first Crew practice i was like "WTF, i am so stupid why the hell am I doing this?" So like minutes before hand I decided to switch to Lacrosse. It was quite a run but all in all pretty good stuff. However today I had to skip it because I didn't have ANY stuff for it and i felt like a moron. But now i have all the stuff and look forward to it. That's basically it i suppose. I think i am going to re-dye my hair back to its blueish/black. The light color doesn't work too well for me. Just not emo enough :P. Nah i just like it cause it makes my eyes stand out more. So anywho i still must convice my parental unit to approve however.
Well i suppose that sums up generel now lets move onto everyones favorite topic, Fletchers pathetic love life.
Well I basically gave up on Anna, she is wayy to flip-floppy and one minute she says she adores me and the next she is unsure and doesn't want to do this anymore. I kind of agree, the lack of physical contact sucks but oh well. Shit happens. I guess it really bugs me because she was by far the best girl i have ever met. But i can't deal with her because she is way to floppy so it's hard to take anything she says seriously. On a brighter note I am going to go to a movie with Jill this weekend. She is a real sweetheart and she has great hair! Ohh hair. my secret fetish for girls. But yeah Ring 2 should be a good movie to start out with. I look forward to seein how we work together. I hope we do well, cause she is quite a unique girl. Get this. She works at a CULINARY SCHOOL! She cooks! I mean , come on. What a catch. She plays games, likes horror movies, great hair, ITALIAN! (Oh god yes!), and she knows how to cook! What more could i ask for? So i am super pumped to see her :). Wish me luck on that! Okay well i guess that basically sums up. I will make sure to update to tell ya guys how it went. I hope you do enjoy reading my humble updates! :) Leave comments as always!
Toodles,
Fletchkar |
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| Sad news i guess.. |
[Mar. 28th, 2005|06:35 pm] |
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Well.. I suppose things with Anna get a bit shaky. I hate long distance relationships as much as any other guy. I am tons happier when I am with someone, rather then them being apart. She fits most of my loves for my perfect girl. She plays video games, dyed hair, italian, etc.. etc.. She says now she can't take the commitment but at the same time she doesn't want to find someone else. Boy what a confusing girl. I guess I want to be good friends when I am apart from her, and more then friends when i am with her. I want the opportunity to have us learn our seperate ways but still be such good friends when we hit college time that we have the option to become more. I understand where she is coming from, but I guess i am so girl crazy sometimes i get confused. Its just stressful having such strong feelings towards someone but at the same time I think she and I feel the same thing should happen. I just wish to be with her when we are together. But then again at the same time there are other great girls i like out there. I guess i can't have it all :P. Oh well I like the LJ because its good to vent sometimes. Well okay I suppose I have vented enough. Still on the search for a friggin fantastic girl whom I hope to find sooner or later. |
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| Easter!!! |
[Mar. 27th, 2005|09:30 pm] |
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Well a Happy Easter to all of you :). I suppose this is rather a minor update but how I love reading your comments :p. Well feel free to tell me all what you did this holiday. As for myself, I went over to my Uncles for some good dinner/lunch. I have two great cousins: Phillip (10) and Micket (5). Great kids and I think we have the same maturity level. Ate some great lamb and that had a lemon cheesecake! Oh orgasmic. Extremely good and I got to keep half of the remaining portion (small). So I got home not too long ago, checked my progress on this beauty forumn thing I wanted to join. Apparently many yes's to vote me in :P. Oh how I feel special. I feel rather bad however because I was kind of stupid towards Acka. Basically what makes me super happy is when someone relys on me. When I feel needed, ya know? So she just met this one dude Cody who she seems to like, and she is all "He's always there for me, and hes great and i love him blah blah blah" Why is she telling me this? Do i not fill this role? Apparently not but it's not something she or I can control so I should learn to be less rash. I haven't talked to her and I hope she is not too upset with me. I called Anna who I have been missing SO much! I left her like 2 voice mails and 4 text messages over the past week filled with heart filled messages. Anywho, I called her and her cell was on but she did not pick up. Which bummed me out but then I called tonight, she seemed happy to hear from me but it bugs me a bit she didn't call me. Oh well, she seemed pretty happy to hear from me. Even though we only talked for 1 min, she said she would call back.
My spring break ends tommorow :(. I have been on it for a month and the longer it is the harder it is to go back. Well this term I start the GRUELING "Crew" (rowing). Supposedly its super hard and as you can tell I am not muscular what-so-ever. But truth be told, most guys who are ripped are all acne and gross. Well whatever I guess its a good way to shape up a tidge. So I hope I survive. Well I hope everyone had a great break!!
Fear the cute ones
~Fletchkar
Note: A few minutes after she did call. We only got to talk for a few mins :( Which really makes me upset since i was so excited to talk to her. It's hard to get much of her time at all..... |
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| Acka |
[Mar. 27th, 2005|12:14 am] |
This is a update to give great thanks to a role model for all girls, Acka!!
She helped me format ALL of my new digi cam pictures (no more crappy web cams). She helped me get into a group on livejournal AND she reformatted my pictrue for Livejournal 5 times in order to get it perfect AND she cropped the bad stuff out! Acka i adore you!!!!!
Everyone post how much they love acka |
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| A new update!!! |
[Mar. 26th, 2005|10:51 pm] |
Well people! It has been about a year since i last updated this thing! I figured since my recent hate post against a girl who believed "gay marriage was for attention" I have re-opened the AMAZING Journal of Fletchkar! Well let's see. Do a quick re-cap of my life this past year. I just came back from seeing Anna this break, as well as seeing my brother. It was a blast down in florida and nothing is quite as nice as sitting outside smoking a cigar, and drinking a bottle of Corona. The cool florida breeze tickling your skin as a smooth b33r cools the throat. God bless America. If america has anything to do with beer at all. I am rambeling. Well let's see... I apoligized to Acka (yes you have NO idea who that is) recently for the big ass i was being to her. Things are going pretty well with her and I, i guess. She is nice as ever and always willing to give it a second shot. If you wanna be added as a friend (since i am re-opening this thing) please do leave a comment!!! This is Fletchkar saying :
"I love b33r" |
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